I saw a post recently that asked - "Have you noticed how the world has become bland and colorless?"
Honestly - I hadn't until I stopped and really thought about it. I see colors all the time....but is that because as an artist I intentionally look for color's beauty?
Upon deeper contemplation though, I think I also have subconsciously noticed the dulling of our world and that's why I am always so drawn to bolder colors and using them in my art.
Cars have gone from bright and vibrant a few decades ago.....to mostly black, gray white and tan. Home decor has become more neutral, and a quick Google search confirms the most popular clothing colors right now are also blue, black, white and gray.
Why is that?
What happened to the rest of the colors? Where are the oranges and reds, the pinks and greens, the bright blues, purples, and the yellows? Have you noticed that most of the colors nowadays are found in children's clothing, toys and decor? Or only brought out for a holiday, a party or favorite teams game day?
Sure you can find clothing, decor and cars in some colors...but the colors of yesteryear have mostly been muted down. I was shopping for a baby shower gift yesterday and noticed that there are entire sections of infant toys that come in more muted dull colors too now (to match your neutral home). What is happening?
Where are all the colors going?
Who decided you should only use bright colors for kids items, or as an accent in your home or attire - just a "pop of color" properly paired with neutrals. 'Can't be too bold or out there....you'll look crazy!' Who made these color "rules", why are they SO strong, and why are we all following them? Some magazine or company trying to capitalize on a past trend, or lead markets in new ways so they can control us and maintain their profitability?
As a painter I hear clients say all the time - I'm afraid to decorate with color. I don't know how or which way is right, so I just stick with neutral. Neutral is safe.
Why is that? When did we become so afraid of color?
Was it in high school? College? At our first job where we were ridiculed for our brightness and confidence? "Who do you think you are to stand out like that - you're a grown up now, not a kid - act like one."
Is that when we began to hide our true selves so we could better fit in?
Why do we use color to stimulate and teach our youth, but then abandon and demonize it as we age?
Have those emboldened adults that actually haven't abandoned color and who in fact embrace it loudly and proudly....scared the powers that be so much to the point they are making less things available in colors...... in the aim to erase individuality and covertly demand obedience?
Is color becoming vintage?
Can one only fit in and be taken seriously in bland colors and unstimulating environments?
Why are official buildings, and workplaces, and stores so blah and lifeless?
Why can you "not wear white after labor day" or bright summery colors in winter - when they could totally lighten the winter doldrums?
Have you noticed how your mood changes when you wear brightly colored clothes versus neutral or dull dark ones? Don't you feel just a bit more empowered? Stand a little taller? Feel a little stronger in your self?
Why is pink only for girls and blue only for boys? Red and white for one party, blue and yellow for another, rainbow for yet another.... and wearing the opposite teams colors means you're a traitor and looked down upon and worthy of being bullied......even if you're just wearing or decorating with it because you happen to like that color outside of any particular groups branding.
Why is one color acceptable and another not?
Why is color seen as a rule to be followed..... rather than as a celebration of self expression?
Why is individuality seen as bad?
Why does wearing and decorating with color, especially in the workplace, seem to mean you are less likely to be taken seriously, less accomplished, and not grown up?
And why are we allowing all of that to seep into our homes, cars, clothes and minds?
I'm sure there are countless studies on these very questions and topics, all giving a variety of answers that are ultimately serving some advertising campaign that funded the study, or fitting into some corporate or government agenda that wants to keep the masses calmly focused and following along in some arbitrary line or box they made up that says this way is good and that way is not. I'm sure there are studies that address why its better to not be overstimulated with color especially in workplaces. And I'm sure there is some merit to each of them.
Why have we allowed it to permeate everything else though, too?
Isn't dulling the world around us....also dulling our minds? Our imaginations? Our inventiveness? Our creativity and playfulness?
Isn't trying to fit us all neatly into a box, hindering our ability to think outside the box and solve problems and evolve into better beings?
Where is all the color going?
I mean I'm just as prone to wear neutrals and not stand out as the next person. There's no denying the elegance and "slimming effects of wearing black". Navy blue is my personal favorite go to color in clothing.
But I also have a thing for bright magenta pink. It's my number two color choice. And rich turquoise greens, and salmon-y corals......I have t-shirts and clothes in every color of the rainbow and beyond. I love to wear color and decorate with it. Does that make me more childish and my opinions and work less valuable when it comes to the serious topics of life?
Growing up in the 70's color and pattern was everywhere. In the 80's fluorescent was the big thing. As a highschooler, the hot new car color in the late 80's was a sparkly teal green. It was my dream car color back then. I never did get a teal car, and I'm not sure that's even a thing anymore unless you custom order one. But back then bold color and uniqueness was all the rage.
Now its kinda strange to see a colorful vehicle. Or a colorfully dressed person. They ARE out there, but they definitely stand out in the sea of neutral we have today....and unfortunately we as a society tend to judge them. Often harshly. We may not say it out loud, but we definitely think some kind of not so positive opinions. "Wow, I could never.......omg, what were they thinking?"
But do you also notice how you secretly admire them for their bold colorful choices?
For walking their truth.
I know I do. I often wish I was brave enough to live more fully out loud.
Be honest - haven't you thought that at some point in your life too? That you wished you could more freely and openly express yourself without fear of rebuke? Where did our bravery in personal expression go?
Why do we care so much what others think?
Why has society been SO conditioned to NOT stand out?
Why do we judge so harshly those that do?
Why is being different......bad?
As an artist and one who loves bright bold vibrant color, but also has dealt with a lot of judgement and shaming for ....well everything....from the way I look and think, to the colors I use and the way I create my art.......I struggle with these questions often.
Conform and fit in......or be bold and stand out?
Some days I have more confidence to be seen in my true colorful nature than others. The pull of societal standards is definitely a strong people pleasing trap I fall into repeatedly though.
I also notice how when life starts battering away at me I tend to shrink. I wear darker blander clothing and keep to myself more - don't look at me, I'm not worthy of being seen right now. Of course days of colorless thinking like that often lead to depression and isolation and a mind full of stories and fear based beliefs.
To get myself out of that downward spiral, I typically will turn back towards color.
Why do I feel so much better when I wear and see more color?
When I can smear and drip and splatter and blend vibrant colors across a boring, plain white canvas?
I think it makes 5 year old me happy. Because my Soul IS color. Color makes me feel alive. It reminds me that just because I'm a grown up and dealing with hard things....it doesn't mean I have to dress down, hide myself, and fit in with what everyone else deems acceptable.
I am not here to conform, I am here to be ME. In all my colorful creative glory.
What exactly does that mean? Ha! I have no idea - I'm still evolving and uncovering the blanket of suppression society has tried to smother me with. I just know I feel better and more alive in a world that is rich in color and vibrancy....not this drab tiresome one that seems to be taking shape all around us in recent times.
When there are SOOOO many rich gorgeous colors available to us now a days...colors that didn't even exist once upon a time......why are we as a society suppressing them so much?
I think that is why I use the colors I do in my art too. I've had people question my use of color in the past - ugh, why would you use those colors - no one wants that in their homes - do you see anyone with those colors in their homes? I thought you wanted to sell your art?
To that I say - maybe no one has it in their homes for this very reason.....society has dulled down our world and made it so these bright beautiful colors are unavailable in stores. Told us they're too loud, too weird, too much, too out of the box.
Maybe they don't have them in their homes because they cant find them. Because a lot of the Art world has also conformed to society and people pleasing. The mass produced corporate Art anyway.
So maybe part of my duty and purpose as an individual artist is to reintroduce color to the world. To make more color available to those who have forgotten how color can make you feel.
My mission as an artist is to ignite the Soul thru the magic of color and imagery, share my interpretations of the world as I see and desire it to be, to help make the world a more colorful place, and to inspire others to tap into what ignites their Soul as well.
Because our colors are being bullied and are disappearing.
I think that is the journey of the artist within all of us. To ignite our individual Souls and cast off the blankets of colorless suppression trying to control us and mold us into someone else's vision and standards.
So what colors ignite your Soul? Are you wearing them? Claiming them in your decorating styles and everyday choices? Or are you telling yourself neutral and societal standards are good enough- its fine - color is for kids, not for adults.
Have you ever thought about where those ideas and beliefs come from?
There is absolutely nothing wrong with neutral colors by the way - I'm not saying that at all - they have their beautiful places and uses too. ALL Colors are valuable and needed.
All I'm saying is - don't be afraid to use brighter bolder colors as well - especially if you love them. Just because someone somewhere said something about how and where and why with regards to colors.....doesn't mean that's correct for everyone all of the time.
You have to do what calls and speaks to YOU.
We were created as uniquely individualized beings with our own likes and dislikes - born to stand out, not fit in. So BE the colorful Soul you are.
This world needs some colorful brightening up right now.
Your Soul will thank you.
Picture of me at grown up summer camp in my "heartstrong" superhero costume - boldly being the empowered hero of my life that I am......
.......and my favorite colorful painting - Come Alive.
Because what the world needs most right now is for each of us to Come Alive! :-D